I was pondering on this the other day, if I could be anyone who would I want to be?
Lets face it there are many amazing people out there to choose from.
So who would I want to be? The answer came to me so swiftly I wasn’t sure I had actually thought it.
If I could be anyone I wanted I would want to be me.
Surprised the heck out of me. Being me all these years hasn’t exactly been easy but it has been very much a theme park ride – up and down, downright scary at times and wonderfully fun at other times.
But I don’t want to just be me, certainly not the me I have been but more the me I am growing into.
If I could be anyone I choose to be a better me. A happier more centered, more compassionate, more valid me. A better me. All the knotty rough bits gone replaced with a soulful fluid that simply allows me to be, allows me to roll with punches so easily.
If I could be anyone I want to be a me who strives to reach and achieve her soul purpose, a me who gives back to the world a sense of beauty and peace and love.
I want to be a me who upon her death bed sighs deeply and with peace in the knowledge I did it and I meant something, that I acted always with kindness and out of respect first for myself and then equally for others, for the earth.
Simply put I want to be the right version of me. I want to be the flip side of who I have been and even who I currently am. I just want to do a better job of being me.
Sure, there are aspects of peoples personality’s that I secretly covet, wish I had or could be but the truth is I don’t want to be those people. I would gladly accept those traits I admire and replace the flawed ones of mine.
I want the be the best worthwhile me I can be.